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lately i have been getting more and more anxious. i'm not sure if it is because i'm just laying around the house doing noting and i know i want to do something but i don't know what to do OR it could be my big adventure that is coming up. i really have no idea. but being unemployed and doing nothing all day does have its perks. like i can sleep past noon, play video games until my thumbs cramp up, watch anime whenever i feel like it, and watch tv until i fall asleep on the couch. but because of this... i guess you can call it laziness, i'm too lazy to call anyone and am too lazy to hang out with people. but i cant help but think that if i had a car maybe i would have a job or hang out with them peeps. i got no motivation. but i don't really think i should not blame my laziness a lack of car as the reason why i don't do anything. emily lives a couple of blocks away form me but i don't go visit her. i really should. i need to end the laziness. i need to get off my bum and see what people are up to. YOU HEAR THAT WORLD! I'M GONNA GO OUTSIDE!
(leaves the house)
GOD IT BURNS!
i think ill do something tomorrow. yes i'll put an end to my lazy days tomorrow!